i hate my feelings

yes. i have do a big sin! i hate. i hate. and yes, i has overspent my money and now i dont have enough money to eat and dont have enough money to BALIK UMAH! arghh. hate this situation. what should i do actually? why should i follow what my friend do? arghh. yer. i admit dat i am stupid follow their plan n now im regret doing that. but what it is, past is past so just forget about it. yes yes yes. i had a same problem just like last year! about boy. arghh. y should this problem come when i want to have my final? ish! its over! i dont have anything relation with him anymore. so, for those girls who always kutukting me and him, U WIN! white flag. u always want him izzit? y dont u ask him to be ur boyfriend not just a friend? arghhh! CONGRATULATION *****! i dont want him anymore. and a bad things again, my key chain lost at syark's kampung. i dont know where da thing is. :( :( im sorry my friend. saya tak jaga brg awk dgn baik. :( Oh ya,This tuesday is my 1st paper. Good luck to all UiTM's student. :)