Setahun

Setahun

365 hari

12 bulan

8760 jam

5 bulan berkenalan, tetapi setahun utk lupakan kau. Aku terpaksa move on. Aku tak boleh mcm ni. Kau tgh bahagia dgn org Shah Alam and aku? Jgn berselindung psl tu. Aku dpt bau. Kau takut aku salahkan kau lg kan? Takpelah. Kau dh ade kehidupan bru. Semoga berbahagia. :)

p/s = sedih bila tak dihargai.

dah lama

dah lama aku x update blog

dah lama aku x upload pic kt blog

minta maaf, aku mmg mls nk update blog skrg

tp fb n twitter kemaen laju plak

semenjak dua menjak ni

setiap hari setiap saat

mesti aku teringt kan die

(ok, ni segmen jiwang aku. minta maaf )

ttbe terigt msg die

ttbe trigt msg die bila aku tertido mse tgh rancak bermsg

ttbe trigt tgk movie bersama. and satu satu nya movie kiteorg tgk sama2, midnight, salt.

SUMPAH RINDU DIA

skrg, xde sape nk msg

skrg, xde sape nk layan aku tgk movie

skrg, xde sapa nk ckp love u

skrg, xde sape nk suruh aku kurus

skrg, aku dh gemuk sb aku xdiet

skrg, aku dh xkesah psl org

SUMPAH AKU SELEKEH SB DIE XDE

YA ALLAH, kuatkanla hambamu ini ya allah. aku sayangkan si dia kerana Allah swt.

kenapa dah 6 bulan berlalu tp aku still menantikan die yg sedang berbahagia with someone else? aku dh kene nasi kangkang ke? his cousin said dh die dh kat area2 segamat jugak. bkn di dalam johor tp berdekatan dgn johor. klau la aku still ngn die, msti every week aku jmpe die. every week bleh hantar die balik umah and aku balik klang. so otw tu dh bleh anggap ngedate kan? kan?

SUMPAH AKU RINDU DIE. AKU RINDU NGEDATE. AKU RINDU EVERTYHING BOUT HIM!

memories 2010

2010 is the year yg paling byk pengalaman. ofcoursela both kan? yg sedih and masam and happy and manis and sgalanya la. maybe sb dh besar so mcm2 dugaan dan pelbagai cerita.

2010, the year that i really really really had enjoyed my life with my buddies. im missing them rite now. we traveled and camping and celebrated and etc together. Plg jauh we went to Sedim, Sg Petani, Kedah.

2010, year paling byk berjalan. Cameron, Pahang, Johor and Kedah. Jap2 g utara jap2 selatan. Mmg dh macam cuti2 Malaysia. best laa. :)

2010, start ade kwn2 baru. start rapat ngn org yg x pernah tau pun dlu sekolej. weehuu. pendek kata, 2010 tahun menambah kwn. weehuuu :D

2010, Im diploma holder. but dpt offer further my degree di dalam hutan which is SEGAMAT! tahniah. Actually Segamat is da first place yg saya xnk dpt but end up, dpt jugakkk. :( my first sem at segamat, mmg SUCK! every week balik klang. gile x? x gile sgt la. hahahaha. and now is my 2nd sem at Segamat and im trying to stay segamat lame skit. hehe. ;p

2010, my worst year in love. mmg benci arrr. asyik kene dumbed je. dh bosan dh. so 2011, no more boys plsss ;p

2010, sy dpt bermacam barang. diantaranya, braces, viva elite, repair dlsr and blackberry ;) alhamdulillah ;) ;)

2010, my abg the only abg in my family sudah diijab kabul. alhamdulillah. dh ade kakak ipar ;)

ok, i think, ni je kot. dh x igt sb byg sgt. i hope, 2011 be good for me. amin :D

Saat2 terakhir

uwaaa. sob sob. seriously sedih la. its hard for me to let them go from me. especially my housemates. :( :( setiap pertemuan mesti ade perpisahan. and dats really really really make me hurts! after final, almost every week akanku jejak kaki d bangi demi my housemates. our last time kluar sggh gile kan kan? hahaha. byk activity actually but dh trlalu byk smpai dh x igt apa yg patut d updatekan. ;p ;p About our graduation night. sggh byk halangan. date postponed la, thme tukarla n so on. and da day pun my mood sgt x best. pg2 someone CUT my mood n then naik train yg cm apa je, n siap lmbt and all my plan was ruined on dat day. but alhamdulillah bile dh smpai mase tu everything cm ok je. semua pun happy je. and dat time my mood pun dh kembali. yeay! da food was superb! chicken n prawn byk gile x abes. rugi ouhhh. nk mkn lg. hahahaha. ouh ouh, dat night mmg da first n da last pkai heels. never ever again pkai heels. until now my kaki skit ouhhh. and i thought if pkai heels, just ddk diam2 kat table but suddenly my name kne pggil n naik atas stage. woot woot.. slmt x tergolek atas stage tu. if x, mmg FAMOUS! hahahahaha. at the end of the graduation night, heels dh x melekat d kaki ku. hahahahaha. dh cabut but still bersnap pic lagi. hahahahaha. After GN, we continued our photoshoot kt dpn umah villa 15 lak. haha. from there, me, ila, zue, arul, syafiq, zul maplay, jk, ayie, ayid, osman, amer and shah berjln jln lg! hahahahaha. had fun with them! and for da first time lepak with niyang rapik's and zue n ila! :)

Frustrated

Again n again ! I thought i can happy afta finished my final exm but now? Hati still sakit! Seriously pedih + perit ! knape harus aku buka fb dia? Duh duh duh ! ! ! My bad. Ikutkn hati sgt. Seriously! People mcm dia mmg patut di-ign0re 100% ! Ausz pls ausz ! Dia jst menyeksakan jiwa n raga je! Dia never think bout u like u do ! Dia never love u like u do ! Everytime nk lupe,Dia come back. Y? Y? Yes,mmg happy but jst a few hours.n then sakit hati blk? Huhu :'( Kluar bangi,mmg aknku delete all bout Dia.xnk contact, xnk igt, xnk ambik tau ! N my readers, i will privatekn blog ni ASAP k. My broadband gila. X ok2 lg. Sbr~

shit!

do u read my previous entry? BULLSHIT! just a few days je. but, still ALHAMDULILLAH for da last day la and now my happiness, bye2. thanks for everything no more YOU BELONG WITH ME no more midnite chat no more love just 5 days? huh! x sempat nk pnggil "b" live x sempat nk tgk movie together x sempat nk snap pic half of him and upload at myspace x sempat nk change relationship kt any wbsite x sempat nk snap pic together sungguh memalukan but its oke. chill! IT'S A NIGHTMARE! the moral that i've got : if someone approach u, make sure u ask r u READY for this relationship?

Friday

Tahukah anda, jejaka yg memakai baju melayu kelihatan sungguh hawt kacak?

Mood : SENGAL + miang = love terbang2 + memories! hahahah

(memandangkan today is friday, sje bwat entry tiada motif ;p)

Zaman berubah

Dulu, my favourite food was nasi pataya + Bandung = PERFECT! but now, bile masuk je zaman college, my favourite food x lain x bkn MAGGIE MEE CURRY + mineral = BUDGET. hahaha. sedih ouh but tu da best food yg trasa nk mkn. n fyi, maggie dh rasa ketagih ok! every week akan mkn. klau x mkn maggie mmg x sah. Dulu, myspace my everything. everyday klau myspace tu bleh bwk berjln, nk je bwk ke mane-mane.but now, bye2 myspace and hye2 facebook. weehuu. padahal lebih kurang same je ms n fb but idk y now mmg tersgt addicted with fb. biasela kan, bnde baru. 5 thun akan dtg bye2 fb hye new networking website plak xpun hye2 to child. hahaha. (ok, brangan!). But, atleast account kt ms still ade lg. x delete lg. sygg ouhhh. almost 6 or 7 years ok account tu!but my friendster lg lame la. heee ;p ;p Dulu, mase mula2 active with fb, sebok main farm2. mcm farmville, barnbuddy, etc. but now, Happy Island je. game2 yg dlu dh lame gile x buka. and when dpt gift pun dh byk ignore sb mls nk main. ;p Dulu, b4 msuk college.. everyday pun lepak at kayu or pelita. x kesahla siang ke mlm ke. and surprisingly, dat time my mom kasi plak kluar. br terpk. hahaha. now, nk jmpe drg2 pun tersgt la ssh. n my fulus pun asyik kurang je. seriously rindu la drg2 ni meen, enuz, teng, mamal, aishah, azza, yanie, bear. geng2 lepak ni drg ni dlu. Dulu, ym beramai n ttbe decide nk lepak, tros lepak. perghh. bestnya zmn tu. duit pun x kesah. just minta dpt. but now harapan la bleh dpt duit. nk kluar mlm pun mcm ssh nk kluar. :( Dulu, zaman skola hp asyik bnyi msg ngn azza and meen.. abes skola phone bz with hafiz and meen gak (mase ni sgguh bergiat aktif ngn Farah FC).. start college life, smua dh gone. smua diam. meen jela still bermsg. azza and hafiz ntah hilang ke mana. hahaha ;p Dulu, ade mase2 tertentu je phone bnyi. klau phone tertinggal kt umah n then g class pun x heran sb tau xkan bnyi and even phone tggl n then g merayau ke mid or klcc or berjln la tau phone msti xde org msg. but now, teehee. tggal jap dh ade msg! ok. suke. hahaha. ;D Dulu, my bestfriends semua girls but now i have new bestfriend which is a totally jejaka. bkn 50 50 ni. hahaha. :p ouh ya, sy ade byk bestfriend! :D it doesnt mean that i've new bestfriend and forget the old bestfriends. mereka still dlm list ok ;D

Manusia slalu begini. Bile dh ade yg baru, lame ditinggalkan. Bkn kes ni je. Byk lagi sbenarnya. renung2kan dan slmt beramal ;p & wat goes around comes around la. hee ;)