dedulu

Once upon a time, always imagine that if I have bf i called him fork and he will called me spoon. But now all my imagination puffhhhhhhh. musnah hancur lebur. dah xde impian langsung bout this thing. dulu selalu berangan but after what "they" done to me mmg xde mood nk menggatal (flirt), xde mood nk bwt skandal pun.

(percaya x sekrang mata tgh bertakung masa nk mencari idea buat entry ni. sambil dgr lagu endless love. lagu ni dlu slalu bunyi everytime die msg. sedih sedih sedih! i still can't stop thinking bout him. every months, week, day, hour, minute and second :'( WHY AUSZ WHY! ok, back to reality)

as i mentioned at my previous entry, xkan sb kita rapat with someone tros assume yg kite suke kat die? kite couple ngn die? he's someone bf kottttttttttttttttttttttttt! yerp! i ngaku dat i always bercerite bout him to my friends but it doesnt mean that im fall in love with him. bercerita bout him sb die je slalu ade and die yg rpt sem ni. he is my close friend. ni bkn nk marah ye rakan2, ni cume nk smpaikan apa yg tersirat di dalam hati yg dah lama simpan. jgn disebabkan mlut org, terpksa jauhkan diri with my close friend. and jgn risau, insyallah my azam which is "jgn couple slagi x dpt degree" akan ditroskan. if ttbe ade jodoh, i will let u guys know bout it k? just pray for my happiness and doakan dpt jodoh cpt2 k rakan2? jgn asyik dpt laki yg nk main kan perasaan je! (emo jap bile trigt bout my past ;p)