Thursday, November 18, 2010

Sometimes

Kadang2 trasa hidup single lagi best dari bercouple. we can do everything without think other people's feelings. Kita nk berhuha with our guys friends pun boleh. banyak kebebasan. tak sakit hati. everyday pun happy je.
TP
kadang2 trasa hidup bercouple lagi lagi best dari single. bak kata boys like girls, two is better than one. I think so la. mmg btol pun. bila time bahagia, hanya tuhan je tau bertambah gembiranya kita. tp bile time gaduh, break, ditinggalkan... hanya tuhan je tau bertapa seksanya, azabnya, sengsaranya kekecewaan tu.
Seriously, teringin sgt nak rasa "in relationship". slama hidup 21 tahun ni, mmg x pernah rasa "in relationship". sedih kan? smpaikan one of my friend asked me to mandi bunga utk dpt jodoh. its sound soooooooooooooooo pathetic kan kan kan? im still missing him dat always asked me about my day. but now? nobody want to know bout it. mmg rasa nk hidup berkurung je sekarang so that biar rasa adil sb smua org pun x dilayan.
i dont know y. day by day. still missing him. still need him in my life. kadang2 trasa diri ni dah strong enough to let him go tp kadang2 perasaan rindu tu mcm membuak-buak. adakah ini salah satu dugaan ataupun hanyala perasaan aku yg mengada? confiusing kan? :(

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