Again

adoyaiiii. again and again and again. last wednesday kiteorg bleh plak bergurau senda but yesterday, AGAIN! gduh. tau x dh penat nk gduh? letih tau x? nk settlekan through phone xnak jwb plak. jual mahal. x abes2 ckp tikam belakang. sape tikam belakang sape ni? org bwt for ur happiness but what i get? im losing my friend. AGAIN! sumpah letih. x tipu ok. mmg letih. so now, u with her rite? dont let me know that girl nanges lg becoz of u. dh pujuk dat girl tu trima balik u. and u so lucky bcoz u get back what u want. me? merayu smpai air mata drh pun x tentu dpt balik my 5 days happiness tu. errmmm. mmg btol apa yg u ckp. frm mule2 kite kwn pun dh asyik gaduh. i think mmg kite ditakdirkan as musuh yg terbaek kot. x pernah nk happy lame2 pun. if u still igt la kan, kite akan happy skjap but gaduh lameeeee je. 1. igt bowling's tournament last sem? gile cool. i jd ur supporter. u always be my side. and dat night u came to my house and siap bwk nips and ribena lgi. but da next day, u tgglkan i seorang2 sbb nire dtg blik kt u. msg i pun x. and kite gduh lgi. 2. Masa final last sem. happy je. everyday pun msg2 je but mase paper insurans jd hampeh. i asked u soklan2 personal psl u n uya. but ttbe u msg uya siap b bby. i dh trasa u tikam blkg i dat time. sb dpn i, u ckp lain. dpn uya, u ckp lain. and, kite gduh lagi! and this time cam bsr bcoz i deleted u from my topfriends. and dat time gak u x answer my phone call. 3. Mase cuti sem, everyday u msg i. mcm2 lagu u dedicated. and everytime kite dgr lagu menatap matamu msti kite msg2 kan? igt x? u cm mengayat i. but ttbe i br tau u ade gf. again, gaduh! 4. After new year, u couple with ayeim. u asked me suruh tggu u mase u couple with haraf but end up u couple ngn org lain. tau x betapa punahnya hati i dat time? i tggu u beriya, excited je but u couple ngn org lain. n u sng2 ckp u dh syg ayeim. again and again gaduh. 5. Bile case ayeim settle, kite gduh lg bcoz i told u dat haraf and da geng pndg kerek. n u backup die and siap perli i lagi. fuhhh. dat time. lu btol2 bikin wa panas. and then, gaduh lgi! 6. n then, kite happy for a long time. sgt sgt sgt sgt happy but after 5 days tu kite gduh lg bsr. and this time because inia haraf lak. u mengayat die kan? after 5 days tu je tros u mengayat die. fuhhhhh. again, gduh! 7. i dgr u tnjuk2 msg i kt smua org. and this time i btol2 bengang ngn u so i decided tulis kt blog. and then u bce my blog and u plak marah i n tulis psl i lak kt ur blog. and again, gduh lagi n lagi. 8. n now, wednesday br ok but ysterday gduh sb i nk tlg u happy. i nk tlg jada semua pihak but end up i plak yg kene. i nk tlg u bwt decision. tp smua yg i bwt ni u x nmpk. u just nmpk, AUSZ SI TIKAM BELAKANG. i nk explain pape pun u x nk dgr. so, its up to u. i dh penat nk gduh. i dh penat nk say sorry because this time is not my fault and u plak x pernah nk ngaku salah kan? suke hati u. as long as u happy, im happy too. sayonara mr. crocs.