Ausz's Diary?

Alhamdulillah

2012-01-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

i met them in the last minute.

Last minute which mean, dh last sem bru rpt with them.

they really make my day

i do love them. I mean it!

I LOVE THEM VERY STRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Dah tua

2011-12-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

Terharu. SGT SGT SGT terharu. The only word that i can describe. For the first time, dpt 3 cakes and 2kali org buat surprise! WEEE! Bfore this, slalu ckp xde kwan kt Segamat. But now, bru realized that ramai kwn2 yg still syg and caring bout me. :') Im glad and happy tu know u guys. I love u guys! *peluk ketat2*

My Family

My family dtg Segamat dr Gambang. After they sent tiah at matrikulasi gambang, they straight away dtg Segamat dgn alasan nk celebrate my bday in advance. Unfortunately, my parents agak sedih bila tgk my umah sewa. For me, mcm ok je but for them mcm truk sgt. Especially my dad. If u guys tgk his muka dat time, mesti tertanya-tanya "teruk sgt ke?". My dad terkejut when he saw i ate a lot of super ring. Surprisingly, he korek2 my tong sampah and tgk berlambak with Super Ring's plastic. *dang* Abh termenung and trus ajak me balik klang and saturday bru balik segamat blk. huhuhu. But even my abah buat cmni, i still terasa terharu! I know he love me. :D

The next day, my sisters sent me kt Terminal Bersekutu. First time nak naik bas dr situ. While waiting for my bus, my sisters lepak at kenny rogers. I just ate muffin. Bila bus dh nk smpai, ttbe my kak ana asked the waiter mane cake. GOTCHA! my sisters nk bwt surprise bg cake! WEEEEE :D But bad news, bus dh smpai nk cake x siap lg. So xdpt cake dat time. My younger sis gave me RM50 for my bday. AWWWW. terharu! :') :') :')

My ISB's Friends

So, from KL to segamat mmg rasa nk termuntah. Mybe sb perut kosong. MAYBE. So bila dh smpai Segamat, my adopted sister (haha. actually dila n intan ;p) dah tunggu kt bus station. Lame jugak dlm kereta and drg x gerak2 lg. After a few minutes, suddenly intan bg kain n tutup mata. Ouh my, drg buat surprise for me ok! They said nk culik jap. Hati berdebar bcoz idk wht they want to do. Jalan2 smpai satu tempat tu, terdengar org gelak2. OUH MY! segannya! Bila dh stop, they open my eyes and tadaaaaaa. Ade finaz, capex, suki, rocky, acap, ijal, syahir and halim. drg pegang cake! TERHARUUUUUU :') ;') ;") selamat tak nanges tau mase tu. haha. Ye ye je bwk jalan2 rupe2 nya just clbrate kt dataran segamat je. hahaha. I LOVE THEM! Even this sem bru rapat sgt with them, tp byk bnde drg bg me terharu! :D

My Jiran + classmate
On my bday, mmg tk best at beginning. Sb ade modul finishing school. Takleh nk jalan2 tau. huhu. So bila malam, pergi umah rozi buat assignment. Tgh2 buat assignment (actually teman drg buat assignment and me just tgk je. huhuhu) blackout. That time mmg blur. Nk ddk dlm bilik je. Suddenly rozi asked me, "ausz, xnk turun ke?" and me plak bru perasan smua org dh xde dlm bilik tu. So dgn acah2 mcm hero, buka tourchlight hp and turun. Smpai je kat bwh, nampak kepala2 lelaki kat tepi tu. OUH MY!!!! the first thing yg igt kat kepala "AKU TAK PAKAI TUDUNG LAGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII". trus lari naik atas. HAHAHA. My jiran, my kwn2 kptm bwt surprised. Terharu tau! Igtkan drg xkan buat cmtu sb bfore this slalu buat kt org je. hahaha. Dat night, arep + gent and da geng sang Munajad Cinta by dewa. Nyanyi with guitar oke! Terharu lgi! :') ;") Thanks a lot korang! Even aku dh lama x lepak ngn korang, korang still igt nk celebrate bday aku ;")

Present

Intan and Sharifah Nadia gave me keychain from Terengganu. Yan gave me patung turtle yg sgt best. Bleh gantung dlm kereta. Terharu tau dpt patung cmtu! Next, As my housemate. She gave me keychain but keychain tu mcm patung pun ade. comel tau bnde tu. Last but not least, my friend (nama terpaksa dirahsiakan) blanja me secret recipe. weeeeeee. THANKS SGT SGT SGT SGT SGT! Nk cium peluk korang!! :D

p/s=pic sila tgk kt fb sy. bye.

20.11.2011

2011-11-23T02:18:00.002+08:00

20.11.2011

It's my bday yall

I will update ASAP

Too busy to update

Imam Muda VS Ustazah Pilihan

2011-11-08T17:17:00.001+08:00

Imam Muda

Imam muda merupakan satu rancangan realiti bertemakan islamik yang disajikan kepada penonton melalui saluran Astro Oasis.

Ustazah Pilihan

Ustazah Pilihan ialah sebuah program realiti terbaru dari Astro Oasis yang memaparkan pencarian Muslimah-muslimah yang boleh dibentuk untuk menjadi seorang Ikon Muslimah yang sejati.

In my opinion, Imam Muda mmg sgt berbaloi diadakan. Mmg patut ada sebab pimimpin kita sebagai umat islam adalah sesorang lelaki. Memang patut kita mencari pelapis2 imam untuk masa depan kita. Begitu juga untuk ustazah. Tetapi, yg kurang berkenan bila mencari ustazah diheboh-hebohkan. Bukankah suara wanita itu aurat? So, bila dh masuk ustazah pilihan, satu malaysia dgr suara mereka. Begitu juga dgn rancangan Akademi Al-Quran. Suara wanita dipendengarkan seluruh Malaysia. Jadi, apa yang islamiknya?

Back to our topik. Ustazah Pilihan ni dh macam agensi cari jodoh pun ade. Semua org tgk. Peserta2 ustazah pilihan pun mulalah buat perkara-perkara yang baik. Persoalan disini, adakah mereka benar2 ikhlas buat kebaikkan ataupun buat kebaikkan sebab nak menang pertandingan rncangan tersebut? haaaa. itu jd persoalan. Tetapi kita manusia biasa. Tak boleh mpertikaikan keikhlasan seseorang.

p/s-ni hanyala kata2. Bukan nak salahkan mana2 pihak. Jgn attack saya ok. PEACE NO WAR ;)

kekurusan

2011-11-08T00:19:00.001+08:00

As we know, girls/ladies/female really care about their body shape. And im one of the obses with body shape. The reason bcoz mine dh mcm obesiti. Tinggi but my rangka sangat bsr! Seriously, ni mmg sggh sggh memalukan! Everyone will look down. And the worse thing, they keep perli. PERLIAN ITU MEMBUNUH JIWA DAN RAGA!

2009, Niat diet membuak-buak. Starting masa ramdhan 2009. Berbuka without rice. Seketul nasi pun x sentuh. Bila org puji kata dh susut, hati dh happy. Senyum sampai ke telinga and trus melantak balik.

2010, the year which is i have my own COACH. He helps me a lot. He is one of footballer. 2010 is my first time berjauhan with my family. So, lg nekad utk kurus. Balik klang for raya, abah terkejut with my perubahan. he said that im look slimmer than bfore. So, bila abah dh ckp cmtu, makin menjadi-jadi la nk kurus kan kan? But unfortunately my diet ruined after my coach leave me alone. For no reason ;( So, bye2 diet and hye2 all da fatty bom bom bom food. Semua benda melantak. Dah x heran pape!

2011, awal tahun mmg melantak. Lagi melantak bila dh mula sesuaikan diri with segamat. But bila dh start half year, biat diet mbuak-buak balik. reason, nnti nk prctical. klau gmuk, msti kene perli or org look down. Alhamdulillah, diet menjadi. more than 10 peoples said saya dh kurus! alhamdulillah. hope berterusan. Saya ade masalah di mana, bila org puji.. mulala. nk melantak balik. hope iman sy kuat. amin amin amin.

p/s=tgk la pic bwh2 ni. ade perbezaan tk? heeeeee

DIET MASA ADE "COACH"

BILA DH STRT MELANTAK BLK.

BILA DH TKDE "COACH"

AWAL TAHUN 2011

LATEST ME! :D

OPKIM

2011-11-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

First time in my life! Best moment eva! Same date with Mesir. Unfortunately mesay kat tmpt lain and me tmpt lain. My OPKIM was awesome, GREAT! I dont know how to describe best nya OPKIM ni! ngeeeee. Sb OPKIM, my life lg happy. Happy with all the activities and the people who joined this event. IM PROUD BE ONE OF THE EXCO!

Pulang dr OPKIM pun, ade benda yang still mengikut. Asyik berdebar je. Almost everyday. And lg berdebar bila waktu malam. Everytime tgk gmbr, hati berdebar lg. Pendek kata, memang sesuai la klau skrg ni nk dgr lagu

"Berdegup jantungku

Bila dengar namamu ah ah

Berdebar hati

Ah rinduku datang lagi

Maluku malu dikau buat tak tahu

Rindu oh rindu kuresah tak menentu "

AH RINDU LAGI - AMALINA

I think sb bnde hati dan perasaan la hati ni asyik berdebar. ehe.

p/s : mood love terbang2 ;D

New!

2011-11-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

YEAY!

NEW LAYOUT!

after a few months, bru la blog ni pun bertukar wajah. weeeeeeeeee :D

2011-11-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

testing

Wow!

2011-10-23T17:15:00.002+08:00

WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!

So many WOW nowdays!

1. WOW! i skipped his bday. Dh ptg, bru terigt. buttttt i still remember his mom's birthday. hmmm

2. WOW! dia dh ade awek. WOW! WOW! WOW!

3. I stalked his profile and WOW! one of his friend mentioned my name at his status. hmmmm

4. WOW! his page penuh dgn status mengamuk. is the status referring to me? hmmm

5. WOW! 1-4 all bout him! hahaha

6. WOW! this coming friday gonna be my OPKIM

7. WOW! I have done my first test for SM and now Legal Maxim and Islamin Financial Service menunggu

8. WOW! after opkim, i have 3 tests. BERDERET! sempat ke tak nk stdy ni? hmm hmm hmm

9. After mid term, berderet ngn presentation plak. WOW WOW WOW!

10. Assignment dh hampir due date but satu pun x strt. damn it!

10.10.11

2011-10-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

SETAHUN

(verangan)

tinggal kenangan

say no

2011-10-09T10:48:00.001+08:00

SAY NO TO SEGAMAT!

HUHU. malasnya nak balik segamat! I love saturday but I hate Sunday. Because of what? because of Segamat laaaaaaaa.

:( :(

p/s=nk sushi sblom balik segamat bleh tak?

indah

2011-10-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

TIADA BENDA YANG SEINDAH BERADA DI RUMAH DISAMPING KELUARGA TERCINTA ;)

Duit

2011-10-06T19:53:00.002+08:00

Urggghhh

Duit = Stress!

Duit takde, semua pun tak jalan. Ada kawan, tp takkan nk bgtau kan? And ade certain kwn, x fhm yg kita ni "kekeringan". Cuba la faham. Hidup tak selalunya cerah. This sem mmg rezeki tak berapa nk ada. Tp sy happy hidup mcm ni. Boleh kurus ok!

Ouh, td masa dlm class, abh called. but masa tu class ustazah. Smestinyala tak leh jwb kan? so I asked abah kenapa call? and he replied ........

Senyum je dpt msg tu. Balik kelas trus g CIMB. :D

Bandung

2011-10-05T01:05:00.002+08:00

Air Bandung was my favorite! But now, air suam je menjadi peneman hidup di Segamat :D

Ok, direct pls ausz., direct. haha

Actually, last week me and family went a short holiday. We bought da tix since last year. RM28 prgi balik per person! murah ok. sumpah murah. lg murah dr tix from Segamat ke KL. Thanks to Air Asia. :D But, disebabkan bandung ni aku terpaksa meninggalkan kelas selama 2 hari. Minta maf ye all my lecturers ;)

Bandung was awesome! First time ikut my family berholiday with families. Ya, families. Means, my ibu (maksu) and family, pak ndak n makndak n lastly chaq. 16 of us. Berjalan and my pt abes cmtu je. Now im officially BROKE! Takde duit langsung! Sad for me. :(

About souvenir, mmg aku tk cukup duit nk beli smua org souvenir. I dont understand y certain ppl tak faham aku ni kekurangan duit. Klau drg bg duit kat aku, tkpe la jugak. Drg pesan mulut je, duit? YANG HADOOOOO. Aku ngaku. Masa g Kuching, mmg rezeki aku melimpah luah but masa aku g Bandung, aku ade duit pt je! Takkan aku nk abeskan semuaaaa duit pt aku utk korang? And korang ade beli pape kat aku? TKDE KAN? my sis said it to me, "Takkan la everytime ausz g holiday wajib beli kat kwn? abestu ausz xdpt pape?". Bila pk balik, mmg btol ckp my sis. If everytime aku holiday kene abeskan duit kat kwn, nnti aku dpt apa? Tkde apa. And bila aku ssh kat segamat, sapa nk tlg aku bg duit? NOBODY! mesti bg pinjam bkn bg DUIT!

Lagi lama aku update psl souvenir, aku bengang. And for those yg dpt souvenir frm me, sy bkn ckp psl kalian semua ok? dun get me wrong. Peace no

WAR :D

p/s=Trans Studio. Better pergi next year. Byk game tak buka lg :(

Peneman Hidup

2011-10-03T17:05:00.002+08:00

Readers!

Actually, im not sure what im gonna to update right now. hahaha. It seems dat my second month for this semester dh start nk stress. Presentation dah berderet. Buat report journal dah berlambak. Sebut aja nama2 subject for this sem, mesti ade kejer punya la. Sebelum stress merebak, baik aku update blog byk byk byk kan?

Perasan tak wahau pengikut setiaku? Bulan ni mcm everyday i will post something at my blog kan? Ini disebabkan, I LOVE MY BLOG MORE THAN MY FRIENDS! I mean friends, bkn bff ok? or my gee. heeee. I hate segamat. Like SERIOUSLY I HATE THIS PLACE! I hate people kt sini jugak. Most of them suka pandang rendah kat org luar yg bru msuk UiTM. Ni bru UiTM, i dont know if drg ni dpt UM, agak2 kekwat cmne la.

I have nobody here. Here I mean Segamat. Semua kawan pun biasa2. Sebab tu la gua lebih suka ddk dlm bilik, berkurung, dgn lagu 24hours and bila penat, tros tidur. Dh tak lepak malam2 mcm last sem. Semua tu tinggal kenangan.

Chup, apa motif aku update blog ni? Dah la.. nk sambung buat assignment. bye.

Mimpi

2011-10-02T08:51:00.002+08:00

Bgun2 pagi dah macam nk berkarok. hikhik. Tp, tahukah anda bahawasanya saya TAK AKAN karok bersama kwn2 saya kecuali MY GEE? malu la nk karok dpn drg. Lgpun, suara kan aurat. hahaha. (dan dan ausz, dan dannnnnn ;p)

Sebenarnya, aku bgn bgn pagi and update blog bkn sb nk ckp psal karok. Aku nak ckp psl mimpi. Aku tak tau kenapa. Roh aku ni suka berjalan bila aku tidur. Tak reti ddk diam. Same goes to my jasad la sebenarnya. Cuma jasad dh byk menyendiri sb nk berjalan perlu byk ongkosnya. heeeeee. Eh, aku cm ngarut jap.

Sambung balik cerita pasal mimpi. Aku tak tau

kenapa. Semenjak, dua menjak ni aku asyik mimpi pasal die je. Tak pasal die, mesti pasal family die. Kenapa weyh? Aku mmg tak tipu and aku sebenarnya tak pandai menipu pun. Aku takkan la mimpi setiap hari tp, aku mimpi EVERY WEEK! PORKE! Everytime i woke up, mesti hati panas. Tak pun, hati sedih and rindu. Kenapa ni. Tau tak penat sbenarnya mimpi bnde yg sama. Ke sebenarnya roh aku yg gatal? hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Mimpi terbaru aku, dia tidur kat umah aku. Aku jmpe mak die lagi and die plak dh jmpe family aku. Best starting but at the end, die ajak kluar sama2 tp die nk tunggu sorang AWEK dlu bru nk kluar. Nmpk tau aku frust kat situ. Nampak tak? Dalam mi

mpi, aku mmg tak nanges and aku bgn pun still tak nanges. Mungkin, aku dh penat nk nanges pasal die kot. Dah setahun kan? Die pun dh ade life bru. So ausz, MIMPI HANYALA MAINAN TIDUR.

ok, bye.

p/ s = aku mimpi family die ni. :(

Birthday

2011-10-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

This year, my birthday gonna be a NICE DATE which is 20.11.2011. Last year, mmg byk bnde berangan for this year birthday. But, bila dh msuk oct 11, suddenly pemikiran matang muncul. Dulu terasa ingin buat bday party (konon2 sweet 16) but now i dont think so. And I dont think my friends igt my bday pun. Tu lg sadis sebenarnya. Cuba bygkan if fb xde announcement bout bday, confirm2 ramai yg tak wish kan kan? :(

Last year birthday mmg awesome! my Gee gave me hadiah. Bnde yg best lak tuuuu! but this year? fulus pun kering. and I think my birthday gonna be my worse bday eva sb terpaksa sambut kt Segamat. Sape je bdk2 segamat yg rapat ngn aku? Yang akan celebrate/surprise for me? NOBODY! sound pathetic kan?

20.11.2011, date je la yang lawa. but i dont think my bday akan ade celebration this year. ;'(

Setahun

2011-09-30T12:57:00.003+08:00

Setahun

365 hari

12 bulan

8760 jam

5 bulan berkenalan, tetapi setahun utk lupakan kau. Aku terpaksa move on. Aku tak boleh mcm ni. Kau tgh bahagia dgn org Shah Alam and aku? Jgn berselindung psl tu. Aku dpt bau. Kau takut aku salahkan kau lg kan? Takpelah. Kau dh ade kehidupan bru. Semoga berbahagia. :)

p/s = sedih bila tak dihargai.

Syawal 2011

2011-09-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

Seperti blogger2 yg lain, aku pun nak jugak post entry pasal raya. ehe! sejujur-jujurnya, raya aku tahun ni paling hampeh.

Raya aku umpama berholiday semata-mata. My sis and my bro beraya di rumah mentua. So makin berkurangan la ahli anggota keluargaku. Raya tahun ni jugak aku x beli pun bju raya seperti mana org lain beli. Aku xde langsung barang raya. Family aku pun x pakai baju sama color mcmana family leen and ween buat. Nampak tak bosannyaaaaa raya aku tahun ni.

Raya tahun ni jugak first time buat aku raya di perantauan. First time kami sekeluarga (parents + anak2 dara) beraya di Langkawi. Selamat ade cousin mak. Die sorang je la yg kiteorg visit pun kat Langkawi tu. Raya aku mmg abes masa di shopping mall, laut and permandangan. No duit raya, kuih raya mahupun makanan raya. Best takkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk? hahahaha

Even raya 2011 plg trok, but aku still bersyukur sb aku masih sempat beraya bersama parents and adik beradik aku yg lain.

Al-fatihah kepada semua umat Islam yg telah meninggalkan kita. Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Amin.

Disaat aku mencintaimu

2011-08-04T01:51:00.002+08:00

Mengapa kau pergi

Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu

Berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku

Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku

Ramadhan

2011-08-02T02:31:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, sempat lg aku berpuasa tahun ini bersama-sama family tercinta.

Alhamdulillah, sempat lg aku berterawikh tahun ini bersama-sama family tercinta.

Alhamdulillah, sempat jugak aku berpuasa bersama family je tanpa berpisah dgn mereka.

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

Ieffat turns 2!

2011-08-02T02:09:00.002+08:00

Sekelip mata je my anak buah dh berumur. Terasa bru smlm die dilahirkan.

and n0w,

TADAAAA~

IEFFAT TURNS 2!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IEFFAT!

We celebrated his bday at somerset, Ampang. The place sumpah awesomeeeee! Mmg berbaloiiii. The theme for his party was construction. Nak tgk pic, silala ke fb ;)

FFC

2011-07-17T00:57:00.003+08:00

OUH MY!

Sumpah rindu dgn FFC!

FFC = Farah Fan Club

ALHAMDULILLAH

FARAH DIANA ANUAR TELAH

DIIJABKABULKAN JUMAAT 15 JULAI 2011 DAN PERSANDINGAN SABTU 16 JULAI 2011

Last meet her, 4 thun lpas. Cepat betul masa berlalu. Semua berjalan lancar. Im happy. But, kenapa kenduri die xde Adam ea? jeng jeng jeng ;p

Jodoh di tgn tuhan

2011-07-09T23:43:00.003+08:00

Semakin lama, semakin berumur la kita. Setiap tahun umur kita akan bertambah. Bila dh berumur, pemikiran kenalah matang. Pegang tanggungjawab yg sepatutnya. Ade sesetengah pihak akan risau dgn umur mereka and kadang2 tu x nk ngaku umur sebenar kerana takut dilabel tua. come on la babe, hakikat x leh diubah. Terima dgn hati yg terbuka k?

Actually, bkn nk bercerita psl bnde kat atas ni pun but nk kata psl jodoh. Jodoh,

ajal, maut smuanya terletak di tgan tuhan. Bila umur dah meningkat, mesti kebyakkan org yg dh berumahtangga xpun org yg lg tua dr kita akan tnya soklan cmni "bila nk kawin?". After abg fandi kahwin, smua org attack aku. Yerp, after this is my turn. hmmm. Mula2 mmg agak annoying but lama2, trima dgn hati trbuka.Sometimes soklan tu bleh buat aku tersnyum malu2. Bkn snyum gatal tp snyum malu. Malu sb xde jwpan utk soklan drg. Nak sdpkan hati, anggap je soklan drg tu sbg soklan wajib mereka utk beramah mesra dgn tetamu. T____T

This year rasa2 nya mcm ramai kawan2 yg sebaya dah kawin/tunang. Lagi2 bila cuti sem 4 bulan ni. Mimi yg lg muda dr aku pun dah bertunang. Seriously mengejutkan but

im happy for her. My schoolmate pun dh kawen. Farahani, sorry sb xdtg. Congrats kt drg jgk. And plg terbaru is my ex-housemate, Linda. Congrats congrats. And masa balik td bru tau one of my collegemate pun dh berkawin arini. congrats aimi. SEE SEE! ramai ouhhh. and actually ade lg ramai but x terigt. hee.

Ouh for syaz and aimi. congrats sb bakal jd ibu. weeeeee. 22y/o dh akan jd ibu. best! gap ngn anak x jauh beza. Nanti dh tua, xde beza pun ibu n anak. hee hee hee. eh, dgr crtr mai pun pregnant. izzit true? *wondering*

Kembali

2011-06-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

Kembali buat seketika

Tetiba macam ramai plak terjumpa blogku yg bersawang ni

and now, saya malu. *ok, tutup muka! *

My english mmg truk. Blog ni hanyalah utk luahan hati je. So apa yg trpk dlm otak tros tulis and x kesah langsung psll grammar. bila dah buat, buka 3 4 bulan lps tu and bace and gelak sorang2 sb english sgt sgt sgt trok. ;p

This year, mcm2 aktiviti dh buat. last week berjalan ke langkawi. 2 minggu lepas berjalan ke kuantan. fuhh. letih. and last saturday arul's sis bertunang. congrats sis ;)

hmmm. apa lagi nk ngarut kat blog ni? dlu zaman2 bdk2 slalu la nk update blog but now mmg malas. mmg xde mood. otak hati dan perasaan asyik fikir bnde yg sama je. so nnti update blog slalu mesti pasal bnde yg sama kan kan kan? ;)

This coming wednesday bermulalah seorang wanita berkerjaya. weee. nk keje. dh dapat. alhamdulillah. and at the same time, abah pun dapat keje kat Langkawi. wee wee wee. That day pergi langkawi sb nk survey tmpt abah. best la langkawi. klau la x kerje, mmg dh follow abah dah. tp if follow abah, dpt gaji x banyak. so x best. heeee. after this, every month la saya turun langkawi. weeee.

ok guys, dh malas la nk taip. tata. ;)

cuti

2011-05-15T23:29:00.001+08:00

Cuti dh bermula

Lemak2 semakin menebal

I need to do something

ok, bye.

dah lama

2011-04-23T02:19:00.002+08:00

dah lama aku x update blog

dah lama aku x upload pic kt blog

minta maaf, aku mmg mls nk update blog skrg

tp fb n twitter kemaen laju plak

semenjak dua menjak ni

setiap hari setiap saat

mesti aku teringt kan die

(ok, ni segmen jiwang aku. minta maaf )

ttbe terigt msg die

ttbe trigt msg die bila aku tertido mse tgh rancak bermsg

ttbe trigt tgk movie bersama. and satu satu nya movie kiteorg tgk sama2, midnight, salt.

SUMPAH RINDU DIA

skrg, xde sape nk msg

skrg, xde sape nk layan aku tgk movie

skrg, xde sapa nk ckp love u

skrg, xde sape nk suruh aku kurus

skrg, aku dh gemuk sb aku xdiet

skrg, aku dh xkesah psl org

SUMPAH AKU SELEKEH SB DIE XDE

YA ALLAH, kuatkanla hambamu ini ya allah. aku sayangkan si dia kerana Allah swt.

kenapa dah 6 bulan berlalu tp aku still menantikan die yg sedang berbahagia with someone else? aku dh kene nasi kangkang ke? his cousin said dh die dh kat area2 segamat jugak. bkn di dalam johor tp berdekatan dgn johor. klau la aku still ngn die, msti every week aku jmpe die. every week bleh hantar die balik umah and aku balik klang. so otw tu dh bleh anggap ngedate kan? kan?

SUMPAH AKU RINDU DIE. AKU RINDU NGEDATE. AKU RINDU EVERTYHING BOUT HIM!

AGAIN

2011-04-14T01:24:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT

AGAIN! SOMEONE KNOCK MY "DOOR"

GO AWAY MY FRIEND, KAU PUNCA AKU JELES EVERYTIME I SAW U WITH OTHER GIRLS

SORRY

stupid me!

Berharap sgt perasaan ni hilang. xnk suka sape2 smpai abes degree. xnak layan perasaan mengenai LOVE. hate bout it. dh matang bru bleh pk balik pasal LOVE. now masa nk study. so bye2 love and hye2 book ;)

bosan

2011-04-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

terasa blog aku ni dh bleh ditanam kot

dah terasa mati sgt dah ni

1. dh berjalan ke kuching! jyeah! first time. batak. and short vacation! seriously short!

2. all ibsa's event dh settle. alhamdulillah. smua berjalan dgn LANCARRRRRRRRRRRRRR

3. final dh nk dkt! uarghhh

4. SAYA SYG SEGAMAT! (haruskah ? ;p)

5. saya mmbosankan

6. ok.

7. bye.

dedulu

2011-02-20T17:57:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, always imagine that if I have bf i called him fork and he will called me spoon. But now all my imagination puffhhhhhhh. musnah hancur lebur. dah xde impian langsung bout this thing. dulu selalu berangan but after what "they" done to me mmg xde mood nk menggatal (flirt), xde mood nk bwt skandal pun.

(percaya x sekrang mata tgh bertakung masa nk mencari idea buat entry ni. sambil dgr lagu endless love. lagu ni dlu slalu bunyi everytime die msg. sedih sedih sedih! i still can't stop thinking bout him. every months, week, day, hour, minute and second :'( WHY AUSZ WHY! ok, back to reality)

as i mentioned at my previous entry, xkan sb kita rapat with someone tros assume yg kite suke kat die? kite couple ngn die? he's someone bf kottttttttttttttttttttttttt! yerp! i ngaku dat i always bercerite bout him to my friends but it doesnt mean that im fall in love with him. bercerita bout him sb die je slalu ade and die yg rpt sem ni. he is my close friend. ni bkn nk marah ye rakan2, ni cume nk smpaikan apa yg tersirat di dalam hati yg dah lama simpan. jgn disebabkan mlut org, terpksa jauhkan diri with my close friend. and jgn risau, insyallah my azam which is "jgn couple slagi x dpt degree" akan ditroskan. if ttbe ade jodoh, i will let u guys know bout it k? just pray for my happiness and doakan dpt jodoh cpt2 k rakan2? jgn asyik dpt laki yg nk main kan perasaan je! (emo jap bile trigt bout my past ;p)

makk aiiii

2011-02-20T17:41:00.002+08:00

alamak! bapak lame x update blog ni. ngeeee. malas and busy la ttbe ;p ;p

Nxt week nk ber-holiday buttttt after holiday berderet with test and due date submit assignment. hukhukhuk. sempatkah utk aku finishkan smua keje2 yg dah bersawang tu? today is sunday and still malas nk start mane2 assignment! hukhukhuk.

ok, selain talking bout my assignment, kite ke topik social networking plak. before this almost everyday i will update my blog but semenjak ramai dh pandai gune blogspot, gwe pun udah malas mau update. so rakan2, sila ke tumblr and twitter. kat situ je yg active.

Next topic is about my life with men, man, male, shemale and etc. as u guys know last year mmg waktu paling xleh trima hakikat and i promise to myself xnk dh sejarah berulang and im trying my best to avoid from couple2 ni. tppppppppp, people start spread rumors about me. topik ni nnti crtr kt another entry k?

tu je kot nk bgtau. bye2 ;)

update

2011-02-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

hey hey. seriously niat dalam hati mmg ikhlas nk update blog tp bile dh buka blogger.com tros cm mlas nk update and idea pun kosong. seriously zero!

So, what should i update? hmmm. let me think......

ok, first of all.. my assignment still terbiar. my groupmate dh siapkan their part but me? nothing! zero ok! idk di mana idea ku ini. kosong gilee! loser la ausz ni. duhhh.

next, hmmmm.. Happy chinese new year ;)

after that, hmmm.. ok, sy dh balik penang. last time balik penang masa raya last year. hahaha. so now bile dh balik penang, kami beronggeng bkn membantu. hahahahaha. ok guys, pics tgk je la fb or flickr or tumblr. bye!

Banjir

2011-01-31T01:50:00.002+08:00

Segamat BANJIR!

Alhamdulillah im here. I mean, dh kat klang. if not, sure kereta ku juga tenggelam. Unfortunately, my parents still kat area Segamat. tu la, dogilll. anak dh bgtau segamat banjir still nk pergi kan? and da reason they gave it to me "xpela, experience. " suka ati laa. anak dh ckp xnk dgr and now both dh stuck kat SEGAMAT. congrats!

mood

2011-01-28T23:43:00.002+08:00

Saya perasan, sejak akhir akhir ni ramai yg bermoody. Kenape ye? Disebabkan moody moody ni sy kerap kali mendengar lagu Meraung by newboyz. Tahukah kamu bahawa saya bru tau lagu tu since karok ngn leen. hahaha. ok, sy loser sb xtau lgu sgt ;p

Lagu meraung tu best gak tauu. cube korang dgr. ok, aku xde idea nak update blog sbenarnya. td rasa cm berlambak idea but bile dh buka cam blur plak. okla, bye.

SIHAT

2011-01-27T23:28:00.001+08:00

Everyday makan, everyday melantak

hasil.......

SIHAT!

Shit

2011-01-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

I can't remember my own classmate!

damn ausz

LOSER GILER

and now, sumpah malu tahap max!

cmne nk g kelas esk ni?

MALU MALU MALU MALU MALU MALU MALU!

selfish

2011-01-21T00:51:00.003+08:00

IM FISHERMAN AND FRIENDS!

(selfish)

last week, i asked and begging my friends to stay @segamat but end up sy yg pulang klang. Ya Allah, mmg rasa serba salah sgt sgt sgt ni. :( SORRY! :(

thanks kawan

2011-01-17T20:31:00.001+08:00

Terharu ;')

ramai rakan2 ku di Segamat membuatkan aku terharu

Seriously, TERHARU!

:') ;') :')

thanks for teman-ing

thanks for layan-ing

thanks for pinjam-ing

and

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

Malacca

2011-01-16T16:21:00.002+08:00

Last minute plan. Seriously LAST MINUTE! Our planned actually just breakfast at Kg Jawa but ttbe dtg plak idea nk ke melaka. So, after had our breakfast @KJ, tros menuju ke umah jejaka and gerak. Just me, farah, sha, kotas and ihsan. We used the old jalan bcoz kecik said if gune highway, mmg 2jam stuck dr tol ke bandar hilir. hoho.

So nya, smpai je Melaka.. tros menuju ke Dataran Pahlawan. I bought new bag for college. weehuu. and then tros berjalan jalan and jalan. sempat jugak kami menonton KHURAFAT. duhh. xde la best mane punnnn. seriously x best!

Bile malam, we went to jonker walk. ok, sy loser sb first time g sana. hahaha. and agak batak okeeeyhhh! and i've met mamat kat sane. sgt x sengaja! haha.

Conclusion, from noon until midnight kami spent time kat melaka. woot woot. thanks kwn2 segamat ;)

okey

2011-01-14T14:47:00.001+08:00

AKU DAH OK !

and now, weekend di Segamat! hebat x? haha

Jejari gebu

2011-01-14T14:44:00.001+08:00

wahai rakan2, comel x title blog ku ini? Ini bkn kerana saya peminat Apex bola sepak mahupun peminat gf die tp sje utk menggedik menggunakan kata lawan utk tjuk blog yg anda semua pasti sudah mengetahuinya. hahaha. bye! :)

2011-01-10T23:02:00.001+08:00

anniversary

2011-01-09T15:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

http://ausz89.blogspot.com

my diary, my book, my report and my everything

4YEARSSSSSSSSS

weehuuuu

sudah 4 tahun blog ini.

:D :D :D :D

memories 2010

2011-01-09T04:12:00.001+08:00

2010 is the year yg paling byk pengalaman. ofcoursela both kan? yg sedih and masam and happy and manis and sgalanya la. maybe sb dh besar so mcm2 dugaan dan pelbagai cerita.

2010, the year that i really really really had enjoyed my life with my buddies. im missing them rite now. we traveled and camping and celebrated and etc together. Plg jauh we went to Sedim, Sg Petani, Kedah.

2010, year paling byk berjalan. Cameron, Pahang, Johor and Kedah. Jap2 g utara jap2 selatan. Mmg dh macam cuti2 Malaysia. best laa. :)

2010, start ade kwn2 baru. start rapat ngn org yg x pernah tau pun dlu sekolej. weehuu. pendek kata, 2010 tahun menambah kwn. weehuuu :D

2010, Im diploma holder. but dpt offer further my degree di dalam hutan which is SEGAMAT! tahniah. Actually Segamat is da first place yg saya xnk dpt but end up, dpt jugakkk. :( my first sem at segamat, mmg SUCK! every week balik klang. gile x? x gile sgt la. hahahaha. and now is my 2nd sem at Segamat and im trying to stay segamat lame skit. hehe. ;p

2010, my worst year in love. mmg benci arrr. asyik kene dumbed je. dh bosan dh. so 2011, no more boys plsss ;p

2010, sy dpt bermacam barang. diantaranya, braces, viva elite, repair dlsr and blackberry ;) alhamdulillah ;) ;)

2010, my abg the only abg in my family sudah diijab kabul. alhamdulillah. dh ade kakak ipar ;)

ok, i think, ni je kot. dh x igt sb byg sgt. i hope, 2011 be good for me. amin :D

sawang

2011-01-09T04:03:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, bersawang btol blog aku ni. hahaha. ok, first of all..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

I know dh trlmbt for 9days but still january kan kan? hehehe

this year seriously x sbr masa bday bcoz it is 20112011 :)

nk kawen la x pun tunang or bday party ke?

heeee

As usual, every year saya akan buat entry mengenai da whole year.

Just wait and see ok?

my next entry about memories 2010

;)

Aiyaaa

2010-12-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

2011! Seriously I can't wait anymore. Tik tok tik tok! Come faster please so that I can be NEW AUSZ ALIMIN! 2010, a lot of experienced! Friendship, love, and study! Twice I'm fall in love and twice I been dumped! So pathetic rite? Huhu. As usual, when I've been dumped, mulalah gila talak! I'm so so so sorry u guys! Both of u really gave me experienced in love and also because of that SAYA PHOBIA! Thanks la ye. Now both of you Ade pengganti. Hurmm. Congrats. Until now sy masih malu with my action before this.I hope I will lost contact with u guys! I think, not u guys but seorang je yg sy nk lost contact! I think, tepat je 2011 I'll delete u from my friendlist. U called me BETINA! I'm so so so sorry. I can't forget what have u done to me! I thought I can but I'm wrong. So the best way, u go with ur own way and I go with my new way. Sayonara my love. U are my last "syg" in 2010. Thanks a lot. Xoxo, Ausz Alimin.

When

2010-12-21T01:43:00.003+08:00

Apabila beberape org menyatakan bahawa saya seorang yg melayan, sy mula resah gelisah. Saya tidak suke menganggu hubungan percintaan seseorg sb sy tahu bagaimana rasa bile kekasih hati dirampas. Tapi wanita wanita di luar sana, tlg laa. tlg sgt la ye. Saya niat utk berkwan bkn utk menggoda. Jikalau sy niat utk menggoda, mesti sy pun x berkawan dgn kamu, wahai wanita. Saya ingin berkawan berjuta lemon. Tapi niat sy slalu disalah ertikan. Tak mengapa. Apabila masalah ini timbul byk kali, ttbe sy terfikir mungkin sy ni sgt HOT berbanding awak ye wanita. Sbb itu awk boleh brfikiran kolot sebegitu. Tak mengapa, katala apa yg awk nak kata. After this, i will not kacau-ing ur life and ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL YOUR GROUP MEMBER again! Don't worry, i've my own life and i dont want to enter ur world AGAIN! I promise ;)!

waduh

2010-12-20T22:04:00.002+08:00

waduh waduh, dahulunya saya sgt suke and berminat utk mengupdate blog but semenjak busy ni, tersgt la kosong apa yg harus ku ceritakan.

Last entry was about :'(. hahahaa. and i dont remember about wat actually ;p. so now, da list that happened in my life slama ku menyendirikan diri ;)

1. Went Sunway Lagoon with my gees and stayed 2nights at ween's place with mesir and leen!

2. my bro's reception goes well. me and my gees stay 2 nights at Premiere Hotel, Klang. Thanks abah for the treat! really really really appreciate that!

3. My result was ok. OK JE. not that bad la. sb masa final pun ade masalah emosi terganggu. so bleh maafkan kesilapan lame. ;p

4. My cousin's wedd (ijai) @ Temerloh

5. Holiday with family @ Kuantan ;)

Ok dear, i think ni je kot yg x sempat nk bercerite di blog. super duper busy bebeyhhh. ouh btw, end of this year ade kezutan utk y'all. wait n see ya. tata.

pics will upload @facebook ;)

:'(

2010-12-07T01:24:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah, peritnya perasaan ni

kuatkan la hati n jiwa n iman umat mu iniiii

AMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

Convocation

2010-12-05T14:49:00.003+08:00

woot woot

now im officially GRADUATED bebeyhhhh

congrats for those yg graduate on time

Perpisahan

2010-11-22T05:18:00.002+08:00

Perpisahan itu selalu terjadi
Kepada insan yang bercinta
Sungguh sedihnya rasa
Apabila ianya terjadi
-Yusry, Perpisahan terasing

Ade tak org yg bahagia or gembira apabila wujudnya perpisahan antara kite dan org yg kita syg? (i mean in relationship) Memang sedih bile berpisah and bertambah sedih bila kita yang ditinggalkan oleh org yg masih kita sayang.

Mane satu yg lagi sedih? Perpisahan disebabkan penceraian ataupun perpisahan disebabkan kematian? 2 2 pun perit kan? Dulu, I think perpisahan kematian lgi baik dr perpisahan penceraian. Sebabnya klau mati, kite tau org tu akan pergi selamanya. dan tidak akan pulang tp klau cerai, kita akan sakit hati bile tau die bahagia bersama org lain sedangkan kite masih lg keseorangan. But now, bile umur dh meningkat.. ttbe terfikir sekali lagi. sepatutnya org yg perpisahan disbbkan penceraian kenala bersyukur sb kita masih tau bahawa die masih kuat, masih sihat, masih dpt menikmati kehidupan di dunia. Jikalau org yg kite syg tu meninggal, kita lgi terseksa sb kita mmg x akan jmpe sampai bila2. Bila rindu, hanya surah al-fatiha and yassin je yg boleh kite sampaikan.

Sesiapa yang tengah hangat bercinta itu, harap berhati hati. Kita nak bercinta tak bersalah. Cuma kita kene kuatkan diri sb dlm alam pencintaan ade turun naiknya. Klau berani bercinta, berani jugakla terima risiko. Kalau kita ditinggalkan suatu hari nnti oleh pasangan kita, hanya tuhan saja tau keperitannya. sengsara. Walaupun kite bercerita tentang kesedihan kita seramai 1juta orang, x semestinya kita boleh dpt kan bekas kekasih kita tu.

For those yg sedang kesedihan atau kekecewaan, pls jgn trlalu sedih. Menangis la sepuas puas hati supaya dpt buang segala kekecewaan tu. Jgnla kite fikir atau kenangkan nasib ini. Kita fikirkan masa dpn. Try fikir positive. Semua yg berlaku ade hikmahnya. Insyallah kita akan jmpe someone yg much more better than him. And, jgn salah kan diri kita kerana bercinta sb hati dan perasaan mmg akan wujud setiap manusia. Mmg dh jadi lumrah kehidupan. Kita ambikla nasib kite sebagai pengalaman hidup. Insyallah, kita akan tenang. Ubat yg plg berkesan utk perpisahan adalah MASA! masa yg akan mengubat luka org yg putus cinta...

persoalan

2010-11-22T01:52:00.002+08:00

1. Adakah kebetulan itu suatu karma hukum? 2. Adakah sesorang yang masih lagi menghadapi masalah boleh menasihati seseorang yang baru mengalami masalah? 3. Adakah bermain computer boleh berairkan mata kita? 4. Adakah menjadi seseorang yang peramah kebanyakkannya boleh menunjukkan kebodohan kita? 5. Adakah kita akan hargai sesuatu yg masih berada di dpn mata kita?

List

2010-11-21T01:09:00.003+08:00

Every year bwt list name yg wish.

woot woot

msg jst a few org je

and guess wat! ade sorang tu idk number sape and sgt segan nk bertnya. heeee. and he/she is the first person msg me . ;p

Phone call - abg fandi and sadiah zainal

Msg Celcom - Mesir, Ila

Msg Maxis -

1. ezrin noor

2. mohd izairul

3. nurul shamimi ismail

4. fatin alimin

5. shakira ashikin

6. farid ghazali (abg emad)

7. Fuad (cousin)

FB - Wall posted

becoming birthday - azzah aziz

on my birthday

1. Nurul Jannah

2. Hakita Pinkan

3. Eween Dean

4. Ezrin Noor

5. Sharifah Fatinah Syed Othman

6. Shafiqaa Mustapha

7. Faten Alisa Hamdan

8. ATtika Hashim

9. Liana Shafiie

10. Munirah Azmi

11. Zizan Ijan

12. Aja Rahim

13. Atyqa Roszely

14. Zul Effizal

15. Atie Alias

16. Mohd Asyraff

17. Elen Garcia

18. Ana Rasha

19. Razman Nordin

20. Siti Nur Afiqah

21. Asz Dahlan

22. Fatin Najlaa

23. Suehighloow Omar

24. Raja Nur Zafeerah

25. Izyan Syamimi Yusof

26. Ahmad Nazrin Shah

27. Lee Al'yahya

28 Farra Bahren

29. Noor Idzuha

30. As Othman

31. Marl Ahmad

32. Nur Jue

33. Fatin Sherrina

34. Beeha Zainol

35. Haney Hashim

36. Nur Syafiqah Mohd Ghazali

37. Mizy Whoppsie

38. Raja Nadhirah Raja Salleh

39. Nu Wa Yu

40. Izzy Bee

41. Muhammad Haffeez

42. Ctiey Nurhasmah

43. Muhammad Farhanudin

44. Sharifah Nadiah Syed Othman

45. Cik Shida

46. Zulaikha Sams

47. Zahir Amirudin

48. Ejah Ilzr

49. Nadia Said

50. Azlynn Ishak

51. Farid Mohd Noor

52. Fadly Kowt

53. Syikin Shamsuddin

54. Norfaradilla Norman

55. Raihanna Azrina

56. Cahaya Haslinda

57. Zue Azran

58. Nik Adli

59. Faidzul Redzuan

60. Comeliness Zaty

61. Ahmad Lutfi Ismail

62. Irza Sahabuddin

63. Nor Ishak

64. Liesa Ruslan

65. Happy Rahim

66. Khir Khairi

67. Faris Asyraf

68. Hafiz D Durrani

69. Deeno สิ่งที่เถียง

70. Mohd Fidaus

71. Afiq Shah

72. Afiq Ahmad

73. Hafiz Giulio

74. Hasni Hassan

75. Eka Yusri

76. Alia Yasmin Karim

77. Nor Hafizah Bab Hashim

78. Siti Sarah Sharuddin

79. Ixal Ixol

80. Nurul Najwa

81. Hanym Heffny

82. Hanizam Ibrahim

83. Pieqa Jamal

84. Shafinaz Sahar

85. Yumuzaki Ataro

86. Berry Bear

87. Nurr Azleen

88. Mish Alyn

89. Intan Kalsum Cik Lily

90. Nabila Si Loceng

91. Farhana Alimin

92. Nur Farahin

93. Muneera Maarof

94. Nor Azira

95. Eyka Lecka

96. Nurul Shakira Ashikin Shahrulnizam

97. Pokan Podeh

98. Ceha Shayeri

99. Alya Ghaz

100. Siti Hawa Ibrahim

101. Dian Mohammad

102. Qem Sulaiman

103. Mimy Marizd

104. Mohd Nabil Md Diah

105. Raff Ix Jr

106. Syahira Ghazali

107. Hajar Othman

108. Asrul Salleh

109. Amirah Hassan

110. Farah Aien

111. Ezza Syakirin Mocnar

112. Aliah Mus

113. Mṟ Mëgát Hánӓfi 攴囜

114. Ini Sapwan

115. Fara Zaher

116. Qimmy Molly Melanie

117. Farihah Ariffin

118. Naa-Wa Nadeera

119. Zulkhairy Salim

120. Fyra Rasul Iman

121. Luna Lee Abdullah

122. Nadd Emilia

123. Che Wan Puteri Lutfi

124. Farah Amore

125. Nurfatin Liyana

126. Asraf Syaza

127. Abby Célia

128. Hafez Shah

129. Wanee Razalee

130. Laskar Cinta Azura

131. Nazrul Hakim Zahudin

132. SueElly Omar

133. Fatin Syahira

134. Sisley Aida

135. Kaklong Ida

136. Noorul Asheikin

137. Qilla Farra

138. Siti Aisyah Haron

139. Nur Bazilah

140. Chapycha Izzaty

141. Adam Qusyairi Faudzi

142. Hudd Habiborrahman

143. Noor Inani

144. Insan Biasa

145. Zulkarnain Genji

146. Ihsan Abdul Halim

147. Narjwa Hijab

148. D'lianto Lilieal

149. Aleena Adli

150. Anis Syafiqah

151. Shurina Aqilah Abdul Shukor

152. Asyreena Rahip

153. Ct Khadijah

154. Ainie Danisya

155. Nizam Bahrom

156. Mohammad Nazrin

157. Izzul Ifwat

158. Mamat Firdaus

159. Ctiey Nurhasmah

and yg comment dlm wall

160. hanz

161. amar azizan

belated

162. Hidayah Yaya

163. Apiz Nadzri

THANKS A LOT U GUYS <3

Dahulu

2010-11-20T03:37:00.002+08:00

Dahulu kau mencintaikuuu, dahulu kau menyanyangikuu..

hahahah, ok, cut da crap. actually nk ckp psl my birthday. dahulu dahulu dahulu, i always posted about my wishes but this year mmg xde mood nk celebrate birthday pun. i dont know y.. maybe sb frust last year x hilang lagi and sb dah tua kot. heee.

Here my list for this year

1. My family wish my birthday

2. My GEE wish my birthday

3. Him wish my birthday

4. Friends wish my birthday

5. Celebration with my family

6. Celebration with my friends

Im a big girl now. i dont want present as my bday wish. if mampu, bagila hadiah. rezeki namanya kan ? saya dah tua. saya hanya perlu kan kasih sayang oleh org terdekat saya. itu je. and maybe my last wish

7. Want someone who will love me and will not dump me like the others

Sound desperate kan? Im not desperate u guys. if ade, alhamdulillah. if xde, its ok then. i can survive. and my past love story dh tinggal kenangan. Xkan dikenang lagi bila org xnak. life must go on. kan? :)

2010-11-20T01:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

tired

2010-11-19T15:17:00.002+08:00

PENAT MENJAGA HATI

Sebab miscommunication smua pun kecil hati including me! tp aku lebih memilih utk berdiam kan diri. aku malas nak bersuara. Biarlah suatu hari nanti dia tahu da truth. Sumpah aku malas nk explain. Sgt sgt sgt malas! Luahkan, lepaskan kemarahan mu dkt aku. Aku terima je. Mungkin mmg btol apa kau ckp. Aku memang tak berguna. Ampunkan aku. Salam.

Sometimes

2010-11-18T02:24:00.002+08:00

Kadang2 trasa hidup single lagi best dari bercouple. we can do everything without think other people's feelings. Kita nk berhuha with our guys friends pun boleh. banyak kebebasan. tak sakit hati. everyday pun happy je.

kadang2 trasa hidup bercouple lagi lagi best dari single. bak kata boys like girls, two is better than one. I think so la. mmg btol pun. bila time bahagia, hanya tuhan je tau bertambah gembiranya kita. tp bile time gaduh, break, ditinggalkan... hanya tuhan je tau bertapa seksanya, azabnya, sengsaranya kekecewaan tu.

Seriously, teringin sgt nak rasa "in relationship". slama hidup 21 tahun ni, mmg x pernah rasa "in relationship". sedih kan? smpaikan one of my friend asked me to mandi bunga utk dpt jodoh. its sound soooooooooooooooo pathetic kan kan kan? im still missing him dat always asked me about my day. but now? nobody want to know bout it. mmg rasa nk hidup berkurung je sekarang so that biar rasa adil sb smua org pun x dilayan.

i dont know y. day by day. still missing him. still need him in my life. kadang2 trasa diri ni dah strong enough to let him go tp kadang2 perasaan rindu tu mcm membuak-buak. adakah ini salah satu dugaan ataupun hanyala perasaan aku yg mengada? confiusing kan? :(

plss :(

2010-11-17T02:18:00.002+08:00

plss my friends plss. pls dont fight! jgn la gaduh. pls respect each other. xkan korang nk hdup mcm aku yg slalu bernasib malang psl relationship ni? plss appreciate apa yg kite ade. syg mereka. jgnla gaduh2. jgnla tipu ur partner. and especially for girls, i know ur feeling sb im girl too. pls kawal emosi jeles anda sebaik mungkin because i've the experienced yg menyebabkan hati sendiri trluka.. sb jeles, smua pun x dpt. so, yaa.. PADAN MUKA AUSZ. so kwn2, i dont want u guys do da stupid mistake like i've done. Biar sy je yg rasa perasaan kecewa and frust itu. sumpah ckp, mmg perit! x tipuuu. if u ready nk kecewa, dipersilakan la gaduh besar2, ungkit semua cerita lame and cemburu buta.

2010-11-16T19:53:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha bloggers

suppose we as a muslim kene celebrate aidiladha more MERIAH than aidilfitri tp ntah la sejak dr lahir lagi org semua nk celebrate aidilfitri lagi hebat dr raya korban. huhuhu. and terkejut with certain2 statement from my friends about raya korban. :(

Aidiladha adalah perayaan yang istimewa kerana ia merupakan hari untuk umat Islam memperingati kisah pengorbanan Nabi Ibrahim dalam menunaikan perintah Allah dan ke-sabaran anaknya Nabi Ismail dalam memenuhi perintah Allah s.w.t.- wikipedia

ke-masalah-an

2010-11-16T18:30:00.003+08:00

humm. skrg ni tgh musim ke ha? semua org pun nk ade prob. semua org pun nk stress. semua org pun nk tension. mula2, aku. second kakak aku. n now mimi? kenapa smua yg aku kenal ni ade masalah? Alhamdulillah kes kak ana dh settled. but yg lain? hmmm.

mmg nk tlg sgt kt smua org yg ade prob. bile org dtg dgn cara baik, kite layan dgn cara baik. for me, i love to hear people's problem and i love to give them an advice too but bile my turn ade masalah, i dont know to whom should i prefer. i dont trust anybody. kinda "SOMBONG" kan? mostly my prob yg tau is my friends and not my family. and kwn2 pun bknnya semua tahu. certain2 org je. xtau la kenapa.

that's y my previous status at fb ckp yg "I THINK I CAN B A GOOD LISTENER AND A ADVISOR TPPP" tp diri sendiri pun terumbang ambing. hukhuk. x jumpe lgi org yg btol2 memahami aku. yg btol2 sudi dgr masalah aku and bg nasihat yg berguna utk aku. aku minta maaf rakan2 yg rpt ngn aku. korang mmg good listener but x semua masalah aku criter kt korang. aku jahat kan? :(

Ya allah Ya tuhanku, kuatkan la semangat umatmu. dan berikan la petunjuk mu supaya kami sentiasa di jalan yg benar. amin ya rabba alamin.

video

2010-11-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

semua org pun sedang bercerita mengenai video yg agak PANAS. di fb hampir smua account dh post video tu. which video? video yg kiss di khalayak org ramai. im not sure drg tu dr mane, umur brape, kerje or student.. smua pun xtau.

Kesian bila tgk video sbgitu direcordkan. what if their parents watch that video? drg bahagia sambil tersenyum ataupun bersedih sambil mengeluarkan air mata? dunia mmg btol2 nk kiamat ke? Malaysia still negara Islam. jgnlah anggap NEW YORK (spt mane dimention dlm video tu).

Klau la sy ni org atasan, rasa mcm nk detect je sape yg upload video tu and saman xpun msukkan dh kelas Islam.. pendek kata mcm penjara tp ni versi utk keislaman. semakin lama makin trok perangai. nak buat dosa xpyh la nk menunjuk kt semua org. ke bangga buat dosa? ini dh melampau tau x? bfore this tgk pic kt fb je yg penuh dgn botol2 arak tp skrg melampau smpai berani buat video and kiss dpn org kt pavi. apa ni?

arghhh! ok, sy emo mengenai video tu! geram sgt! byE!

new me

2010-11-13T01:37:00.002+08:00

Thanks my friends

Thanks a lot!

Million thanks to them

Now, i need to be new AUSZ ALIMIN

bye everyone

and all my entries yg mengada sudah di remove

x nak fikirkan masa lalu

tata~

formspring.me

2010-11-11T00:08:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/auszalimin

love

2010-11-09T17:18:00.002+08:00

apa itu cinta?

based on ketika cintaku bertasbih movie,

cinta itu :

cinta adalah kekuatan yg mampu mengubahnya jadi mawar

mengubah sepi jadi riang

mengubah setan jadi nabi

mengubah iblis jd malaikat

mengubah sakit jadi sihat

mengubah kandang jadi taman

mengubah penjara jadi istana

mengubah musibah jadi muhibbah

itulah cinta

back

2010-11-09T10:54:00.001+08:00

IM BACKKKK

setelah sekian lame tidak meng-updatekan blog kesayangan ni

;)

rindu rindu

nk update blog!

final dah abes. yeppy. mase utk menggemukkan badan yokk

kau!

2010-10-27T14:15:00.001+08:00

kau ckp aku, aku ckp kau

aku crtrt kat org, kau crtr kat org

kau crtr kt org dgn nada yg garang, aku crtr kat org dgn nada yg garang

ok, kau x nmpk ke kite sbenarnya same je?

FAIR N SQUARE!

so, pls la stop sb aku dh stop

harap maklum..

jiwa kacau

2010-10-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

ok rakan, entry saya utk bulan ni tersgt la jiwa kacau. so entry2 akan mengandungi tangisan, kemarahan dan segala yg negative. sy harap, kamu smua tidak akan jemu. sekian, tq. :)

Kekuatan

2010-10-25T16:10:00.002+08:00

Aku kata kuat, hati kata lemah

Aku kata lupa, hati kata pendam

Aku kata buang, hati kata simpan

Aku kata benci, hati kata suke

So hati, kenapa kau degil sgt? ketedaq? begarrr? arghh! cube dgr kata tuan bleh x? arghhhhhhhh!

2010-10-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

i can forget him everytime u beside me

;)

2010-10-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingati setiap kata-kata yang kamu ucapkan, bahkan mungkin kata-kata yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. kerana dia menyematkan kata-kata mu di hatinya,berapa banyak kata-kata penuh harapan yang kau tuturkan padanya, dan akhirnya kau musnahkan? pasti kau lupa, tetapi bukan orang yang mencintai kamu.

Birthday

2010-10-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

Wahai Captain Izairul / Mambong / Arul / Lucio

Happy Birthday!

if not, mesti arini our best day kan kan?

but xpela, xde jodoh.

So, today is just for ur BEST DAY je

Enjoy ur day tauuu.

Salam~

1001

2010-10-20T07:34:00.001+08:00

1001 persoalan yang tiada jwpan !

cptla mase berlalu supaya aku mudah melupakan kamu!

ntahla

2010-10-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

Im missing u day by day

Im sorry for loving you..

ehe

2010-10-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

Bazir Bazir

Banyak Banyak

Bila Bila

Benci Benci

N now, gwe dh xde uwang. eheee.

p.s=cube teka apa yg cube sy sampaikan? ;)

glad

2010-10-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

Im glad that im the one who was in ur heart before

Im glad that im the one who u love before

Im glad knowing u

Im glad everthing that u've done to me

IM GLAD

SYUKUR~

I LOVE U !

mcm2

2010-10-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

wahh. mcm2 ni nk bgtau. but mls la nk update.

heeee

1. tdo kt hostel. for da first time. but rasa best sgtt! thanks nana ;)

2. g knduri kakak ila. sggh best wlaupun lame menunggu. hahaha

3. Miss Yati blnja pizza dominos and mkn kat tasik ampang. jyeahhh!

4. Asyik kene bahan ngn JK and zaza. aiyaaa

5. LEMOK pggilan bru gantikan ausz. hahaha

2010-10-12T12:44:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday which is on 10.10.10. ok, seriously i hate this date! mmg! sgt sgt sgt sgt benci. klau bleh nk skip je this date. huh! ok, back to my story.. last sunday was my 2nd test for QMT. alhamdulillah. rasanya bleh jwb. aminnnnn. after test, scha nk tunaikan janji die which is nk treat me, yan n fara. mule2 igtkan mcd je, suddenly dpt msg from Farah and she said " SECRET RECIPE ". WOW! snyum sampai ke telinga plak mase tuu. happy happy. so reader, tgk je la pic2 ni ye. and Scha, THANKS A LOT! nk tlg kau lgiii. hahaha.

From Secret Recipe tros siap2 utk menuju ke rumah ayu. Pernah g rumah die 3years ago. lame kot. and x igt sgt pun jlnnya. rozi and intan ikut same. so, here is ayu's daughter. but i cant rememberla nama daughter die. hehehe.

Beku

2010-10-08T11:07:00.003+08:00

wahh.. for da first time tauu. sampai awl d library ni. Sejuk plak dahhh! ehe. eh eh, tgk la mata ku. xtau knape. smenjak due menjak asyik bengkak je. huuhu. kantoi nanges ke? hehehehhehe. tetttttt,. sape nk jwb? ;p ;p ;p

last minute

2010-10-06T11:28:00.004+08:00

Ok, entry kali ni dh bleh gelak pnjang lebarrr! Monday rakan2 ku dr Bangi sanggup turun Segamat sb nk btol kan kereta, and da next day.. saya pulak ke Bangi! :D actually, mmg x plan langsunggg! kelas pun mcm nk x nk je kan kan? ttbe farah faiqah asked me mase dlm kelas PD "eh, nk x turun bangi?" me : "NAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK". haha. ok, sy sgt pantang dgn nama Bangi tau. everything pun sanggup demi Bangi. and, smbil menyelam minum air la kan. Ade misi lain jugak turun Bangi tu. heee. So, me, farah and ketak. smpai agak lambat sebenarnya kt Hotel Marriot. si Kno dh menunggu sb Datin die dh msuk dalam. so, drop by Ketak and Farah and me and Kno tros menuju ke Alamanda. Met bdak2 Niyang Rapik di sana. actually, bkn kebetulan pun sb dh msg tebal and tebal said drg nk ke Alamanda. hahahahaha. So, bile dh ramai2.. suruh mereka mmbantu assignment ku yang sgt pening tu. ehe! Dah menapak kt tepi tu, brula mereka menuju ke Karok. sy hanya mampu melihat and skejap je pun sb DATIN dh call Kno ckp mereka dah abes. so follow Kno, and tggu ketak and Farah. dat time batt phone mmg xde lgsg! crdt x pyh ckp. lebih kurang same je. plan punya plan, mereka berdua g ke Shah Alam and me patah balik ke Alamanda. gile kan? hahaha. and slamat la Niyang Rapik still brada di sana. ehe. Ouh mannn, mase tu kan. ade 2 org blnja ice cream Mcd tau. JYEAH! thanks to zaza and Shah. Zaza blanja sb die cabar. tp cabaran die tu x mencabar lgsg. ddk sebelah? hahaha. apalah sgt kan ? arul je pun. hahahaha. ouh yaa, bfore kno balik. die pun blnja something. Muffin from Famos Amos. thanksss! murah rezeki ok aritu. hehehe. Otw ke bangi, kene lagi ngn dua ekor tu. again, MENG-ANJING! ghahahaha. penat kottt. sumpah penat layan drg ni. smpai je bangi tros ke Pasar malam. wahh. dh lame x g psr mlm bangi. rinduuuu! smpai je tros mnuju ke yong taw foo. FAV kotttt. mane bleh x beli kan? but this time rasa lain skit la. dh x sesedap dlu. so, balik je umah sad n ika. makan2. and ketak and farah smpai aroun 10.55pm. gerak and smpai Segamat 0000. laju x ketak bwk? laju kan? gile okk. tp mase die drive, sy tdo di belakang. so x sedar pun. hahahahaha. Dat day, ade happy ade sedih. xtau laa. but yg penting, BERYUKUR apa yg ade. heeee

heroesssss

2010-10-06T11:27:00.002+08:00

Ok, crtr sambungan. hahahaha. jap jap. nk tgk entry sbelum ni smpai mane. haha. ouhh. ok, smpai mcd... Pagi2 buta tu mmg kene balik Segamat because i have quiz on dat morning. arab's. As my original plan, was just me and izzul temaning gwe. but bile asyik kene meng-ANJING oleh tebal and zaza, tros mencari org untuk follow jugak g Segamat. Transportation free. kene byr just for mkn je. ehe. So, mase lepak di Mcd.. pujuk memujuk xde sape pun nk follow. hati kecewa. But bile sampai je rumah, JYEAH! zull called and he said that die n zaza will follow me. yes yes yes. best okk. so dat night i just slept for 1 hour and then bersiap2 nk ke Segamat. 4.30am gerak from ika's n sad's.. tros menuju ke Niyang Rapik. hujan plakk dat night. nk menuju ke Niyang Rapik tu pndg depan je. xde keberanian nk pndang kiri kanan. hahahaha. Pagi2 buta and hujan plak kan. mane x scary klau lalu kawasan mcm tu. From Bangi tros ke TTJ. Fetch izzul at his house. die angkut sgala brang kereta. ok. im not sure apa alat2 yg die bwk. heee. From TTJ tros ke Segamat. Agak awl smpai UiTM. around 7.15am dh smpai. awl kan kan? so time mereke mencuci mata. and bak kata zaza "lain mcm plak prmpuan pkai bju kurung cotton". hahahahaha. so evertyime ade wanita2 yg memakai bju kurung sbgitu tros pggil zaza. hahaha. bruku tau taste si zaza ni. Dalam kelas, hero2 ku menuju ke bandar. Had breakfast. and me menjwab soklan arab yg mcm hmmm. ntahlaa. x terkata. n abes je kelas arab, tros called izzul and tros menuju ke kreta hitam tu. agak lame ye rakan2 nk me-jumper-kan bateri. dgn panas lagiii. fuhhhhh. After kenari boleh start, tros g ke workshop and tukar bateri. sumpah panas. kereta kenari tu mmg sje cari psl. sumpah panas! When everything dh settle, igtkan nk beronda ke Melaka but hero2ku sudah capet. mereka dh lemau so drg nk balik bangi tros.. So, abesla perjuangan hero2ku di Segamat. mereka pulang je, aku tros xde mood okeee. tros moody. trasa xde kawan langsung! call mak and i CRIED! mengada kan kan? but wtv it is, saya masih TERHARU dgn kehadiran hero2 di Segamat!

THANKS A LOT HEROES!

Double A

2010-10-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

Last sunday, sumpah kelam kabut. macam2 plan. from plan A to plan B, plan B to plan C n so on. biasa la kan? ausz plak. bile plan msti bermacam2. so better last minute plan kan kan? huhuhuhu eh eh, u guys tau x dat my kenari tersadai di Segamat? Ttbe okeyyy! and ofcourse panas hati + nk mnanges. dh siap2 after shoot for my arab dh pun. masuk je kereta, nk start enjin suddenly kecehhh kecehhh, xde pape pun. enjin pun x bunyi. so gelabah punya psal call mak, abg and last skali abh call. abh said tumpang je dlu kereta kwn. kenari tu biar je kat sgamat. wehuuuuuu. so tumpang intan and slamat la intan still ade kt situ. klau x, mmg mnages x berlagu! so, my dad's plan on sunday suruh balik naik bus and then repair kreta. buttttt if i go back to segamat dgn bus, mcm mane nk g umah ayie kan? bas pling lmbt pun pkul 8pm and ayie's start kul 7pm. sumpah x sempat. so, pujuk memujuk, rayu merayu.. last2 dpt pun bawak and dpt berjumpa dgn sahabat2 lame. weeeeeeeeeeeeee Before g umah ayie, i went to azza's place. pun ade open house. meet enuz and iera there. wuuhuuu. lame kot x jumpe. but, just for a while je. around 15minutes. pity them and pity me too sb x sempat nk berhuha with them. huhuhu From andalas, straight away to bangi and fetched jk and ika. from there g sg besi and meet ayid, sad and shah. from sg besi tros ke gombak and g umah alynn's uncle. sumpah lawa ok umah die. bestt. and mereka mengomong menggunakan bhasa sarawak. wahhh, wa mmg talak fhm woaa. hahaha From there, tros g ayie's. dkt je. ramai ade tau. arep, zaza, izzul, leen, kno, amer, zul maplay, zue and ila. ade lg x name yg x sbut? lupe la. ehe. had fun dat nite, seriously. even kene menganjing dgn zaza and tebal. heeeee from melawati, tros pulang ke Bangi. but lepak2 dlu at mcd and bru tdo. to be continue.....

kesedihan

2010-10-04T14:50:00.001+08:00

Hidup makin lame makin sedih Makin lame makin complicated Makin lame makin nanges Makin lame makin pening

Hingga kan trpk smpai - Nak larikan diri hingga org x jmpe - Nak extend bljar. ;( - Nak pindah. xnk Segamat - Nak nanges stiap hari smpai la dpt trnsfer

Oct

2010-10-01T23:56:00.001+08:00

Happy October Everyone Hope sangat i can handle all my prob amin

2010-10-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

PINK - PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME

Da da da da, da da da da Da da da, da da Da da da, da da I don't know if I can yell any louder How many time I've kicked you outta here? Or said something insulting? Da da da, da da I can be so mean when I wanna be I am capable of really anything I can cut you into pieces But my heart is broken Da da da, da da Please don't leave me Please don't leave me I always say how I don't need you But it's always gonna come right back to this Please, don't leave me How did I become so obnoxious? What is it with you that makes me act like this? I've never been this nasty Da da da, da da Can't you tell that this is all just a contest? The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest But baby I don't mean it I mean it, I promise Da da da, da da Please don't leave me Please don't leave me I always say how I don't need you But it's always gonna come right back to this Please, don't leave me I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag And I need you, I'm sorry Da da da, da da Da da da da, da da da da Da da da, da da Please, please don't leave me (Da da da, da da) Baby please don't leave me (Da da da, da da) No, don't leave me Please don't leave me no no no You say I don't need you But it's always gonna come right back It's gonna come right back to this Please, don't leave me Please don't leave me, oh no no no. I always say how I don't need you But it's always gonna come right back to this Please don't leave me Baby, please, please don't leave me

Ehsan

2010-10-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

Ehsan's birthday we celebrated his birthday di depan rumah beliau, D anjung restaurant and karokkkk

Hey Mr Ehsan / first / sulong Happy birthday cpt2 la dpt gf k? nnti aku buat dadih lgi. insyALLAH

sad

2010-10-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

hurmm sad sedih benci hate but the truth is? I MISS U. i mean, the OLD u. & I think, just like SHIT! now

rumit

2010-10-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

rumit itu complicated and complicated itu rumit bye sayonara

Sekali sekala

2010-09-28T12:40:00.003+08:00

my dad - Captain my close friend - Captain for football &&&&& my partner for PD just now (bcause me and him wearing same color which is PURPLE) - Captain too

hahahahahaha. hidup penuh dgn captain rupenya aku ni. wink ^-^

2010-09-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

I don’t wanna know, If your playin' me, Keep it on the low, Cause my heart can't take it anymore :(

;(

2010-09-26T08:20:00.003+08:00

why? porke? baketttt? huhuhuhuhuhu everytime msuk bab ni, msti dikecewakan mesti kalah mesti menjadi mangsa keadaan sungguh sedih dan mengecewakan but what to do no luck tiada jodoh bertema lebih baik bercouple perhaps? ;(

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, berikanlah petunjuk darimu.. Berkatilah hidupku ini. Bukakan la pintu hatiku, dan aku berharap, aku dpt menerima segala dugaan dan cabaran yang telah dan akan aku hadapi. amin amin amin ya roba alamin

busy

2010-09-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

balik klang, bergosip je kerjenyaa!

Personal Development

2010-09-24T18:34:00.003+08:00

Ouh mannn, i loike this subject. sgt best tau. psl ourself, others and so on. and study this subject dh rasa mcm kite ni kaunseling tau. best best best. But bile time test? uishhh. mmg x best. all da chapters dh bercampur aduk. xtau la cmne test tu. dh la the only test yg ade for PD. huhuhuhu ouh yaa, actually my intention ckp bout this sbjct not because the test or wtv la kan.. but nk ckp, sy bangga sb sbjct ni sy dpt 2 frame kerana menjwb persoalan yg diberikan oleh presenter. yeayyy! thankies yall. nxt week group sape lgi? excited nk jwb ni. hahahahahaha

pengapit

2010-09-23T16:49:00.003+08:00

K, my last entry for today. dh jarang update and bile update, 5 tros. hebat x? hahahahha. last week, saya sudah jdi pengapit. weewiitt. igtkan jd pengapit x nervous. rupenyaaa, huishhh. berpeluh gak. smua pndang kott. hahaha. ok, here my few pics. balik klang i'll upload yg lain k?

Terkenang

2010-09-23T16:37:00.004+08:00

Baring2 berseorangan, ttbe tangan trasa gatal and gedik utk mmbuka satu folder ni. Ouh myy, rindu btol saat tu. Sungguh and sangat rindu! bile la nk dpt jd mcm tu lgi kan? huhuhuhu. and mentelaah satu per satu pic. and ttbe trpk sape nk sangka smuanya dh lain. dlu mase kejadian (ketika pic itu disnap) trsgtla bising and trsgttla riuh. but now bile jmpe, diam2, malu2, segan2. heeeeeeeeeeee. Siapa nak sangka smua ini (skrg) akan berlaku ketika itu? Siapa nk sangka hidupku makin rapat dgn bdk2 kptm sedangkan mase masuk kptm x kenal pun bdk2 KPTM. Siapa nk sangka org yg dlu pernah rpt skrg dh x rpt and org yg x rpt but now dh rpt? Bila di pk kan, tergelak jap. smua dh up side down. smua dh bercelaru. smua dh berlari. tp aku tetap bersyuku. again, ALHAMDULILLAH. bersyukur sgt dapat berkenalan dgn mereka. mcm2 karenah ttp karenah itu yg mmbahagiakan aku. Warga KPTM, aku rindu bangat same korang. i swear! x tipu! mmg bnde btol. rindu saat dlu2. Ouh, bfore raya my pendrive kene virus and all my pics dlm pendrive tu smua xleh buka. but now, again and again ALHAMDULILLAH. smua pics kembali smula. and bile melihat dan membelet, rindu itu semakin mmbuak buak. huhuhuhu. IM MISSING U GUYS AND IM MISSING ALL THE SWEETEST THINGS DI BANGI :(

Syukur

2010-09-23T16:10:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is my PD's test. the one and the only test yg ade for that subject. and as usual, satu apa pun x bace lgi. hahahaha. ausz plakkk. suke last minute. ;p Beberapa hari sblom ni, sumpah rasa tertekan. tension psl Segamat, student2 UiTM, subject2 and etc. But, alhamdulillah. just a few days. after that, semua kembali ok. my first test for all subject smuanya mmberangsangkan. Alhamdulillah. tidakla terasa kecewa sgt kan? and I think because of that trasa diri ni dh bleh hidup brdikari because my confident level dlm study dh meningkat. Alhamdulillah lagi skali. mmg bersyukur sgt and teramat bersyukur. Alhamdulillahhhhhh. Now, im waiting for this Saturday. Hope everything gonna be just perfect. im afraid if my pt kene reject. mmg kene postpone next sem la if kene reject kan? hope sgt smua berjalan lancar. amin amin amin. jgnla ade sangkut pape. jgnla kene bratur pnjg balik bile dh ttiba mase utk submit borang. amin amin amin.

Ya Allah, kabulkan la permintaan hambamu ini. Aku berharap sangat smuanya berjalan dgn lancar. Tiada halangan. Amin ya rabba al alamin.

berdikari

2010-09-23T15:12:00.002+08:00

For da first im proud of myself! im proud being an independent girl. I know if org tau psl crter ni msti drg macam ekeleh minah ni. independent ke mcm tu? heee. for me, YES! sumpah batak. before this i'll follow wtv my friends buat but now i need to decide for myself without asking any other opinion and i dont need somebody to temaning gwe for settlekan sesuatu perkara. Alhamdulillah. now bru trasa nikmat hdup berdikari. But, bila dh boleh hidup sendiri ttbe terpk what if all my wishes come true? izzit i'll be an independent or jdi cm dlu2 which is asyik ikut bontot org? hurrmmmm.

Ya Allah, berikan la petunjuk dan hidayah darimu. dan aku berharap semua jalan yg aku pilih adalah jalan terbaik bagiku. aminnnn~

Zizan Ali

2010-09-23T15:00:00.002+08:00

Ouh my dear friend, Zizan Ali. Thanks for giving me ur broadband. Thanks a lot. Hidup di Segamat ceria kerana broadbandmu. Terima kasih kerana memahami jiwa rakan seperjuanganmu ini. Thanks zizan thanks!

Last month aku x byr pape pun and I did promised to u to pay atleast half of da price but end up, fulus gwe sgt kering. so sabar ye rakanku, ade je duit insyallah i'll pay it. and pls trima duit itu ok. sb aku yg pakai bkn kau. heeeeeeeeeeeee. even kau x minta but still aku nk bagi. segan kottt. and Zizan, kau byk tlg aku kat Segamat ni. thanks yaw. jasamu akan ku kenang smpai bila2.

benci lah

2010-09-18T23:15:00.001+08:00

Aku benci segugut and at the same time aku benci bila kene balik Segamat! Mesti serabut otak. arghhh!

benci

2010-09-18T15:15:00.002+08:00

1. Aku benci rindu. bila aku rindu, aku x keruan. 2. Aku benci sayang. bila aku sayang, aku sanggup lakukan apa2 saje walaupun ia memenatkan 3. Aku benci cinta. bila aku cinta, hanya die sorang je berada di akal. 4. Aku benci kecewa. bila aku kecewa, aku xleh buat apa2 trmsuk study. 5. Aku benci terlalu gembira. bila aku gembira, aku senang lupekan Allah SWT. Conclusion, aku just nak bahagia je. Bila aku bahagia, aku berpuas hati dgn apa yg aku lakukan tidak kisah dari pape segi pun.

ucapan

2010-09-14T18:59:00.002+08:00

ok rakan2. ini adalah llist name yg wish raya through my celcom. according number 1. abg emad 2. izzul ifwat 3. Ezrin Noor aka Mesir 4. Farah A (idk which fara actually ;p) 5. Sadiah Zainal 6. Sharmeen Azhar (Meen) 7. Siti Zulaikha aka Ika Sams 8. Tengku Nur Afiqah aka Teng 9. Nur Azleen aka Lynn 10. Nazrul Hakim aka Akim 11. Ahmad Nazrin Shah aka Ayie 12. Nur Azri aka Kotas 13. Shah aka adik ipar 14. Wan Rohaizan (x sure ur full name ;p) aka Roy 15. Mohd Izairul aka Arul 16. Sofea Maya Sari aka Maya 17. Nur Haslinda aka Linda

THANKS A LOT FRIENDS. THANKS FOR DA WISH ;)